Fun History Fact: The overwhelming majority of cowboys in the U.S. were Indigenous, Black, and/or Mexican persons. The omnipresent white cowboy is a Hollywood studio concoction meant to uphold the mythology of white masculinity.
Mom has been pumping the brakes on the whole thing. First she was ok with it and then said I should wait to get a house. Then i should wait and build my own house. Then she said that I would probably move to San Antonio when my brother and his fiancé move back to Texas so I can be closer to them/help them when the baby comes.
Sooo the only thing I’m doing right now is making a Pinterest board of ideas for architecture and furnishings.
I’m warring between minimalist loft open plan (because of my hoarding tendencies) or cluttered homey cushy dark reds and blacks. Either way I desperately want a space of my own.
i feel weird because like in theory and internally i’m a huggy touchy-feely emotional person but when it comes to actual situations….. i’m really reserved and having people too close physically or emotionally feels.. not.. right.. for me? it feels off. and being around people who are actually outwardly touchy-feely and huggy kind of… doesn’t exactly get on my nerves… but, again, doesn’t feel right and kind of just.. rubs me the wrong way. idk.
I bought a keurig, I’m having a good hair week, work is going well, it’s comfortable enough to wear a comfy burnout hoodie and I’m wearing Burberry. It’s been a good day
Plus, I get to see the cheerleader later on.
Finished the majority of my training and next week I’m back at my own store. I told only a few employees but word got out fast. Got a little teary eyed when they got upset over it. The two biggest complaints were that I was the only one that helped them and how can they run the store without me. A bunch of them said they’d rather I stay and replace the first associate (rank above me). I told them, you never know. Maybe once thanksgiving season ends I’ll be back.